A Very Bewildered... Unhappy Muftiah... Receives To Seek Spiritual Help... From Her Dear SUBUD Sister Helper... Miriam Brannan...!

During that very special month... of Spiritual Preparation... before marriage... having joined Farlan... in Santa Cruz... after he... living and working... on a SUBUD Brother's ranch... down in Watsonville... received Bapak's Letter of Blessing... for their forthcoming marriage... even though the return address... given to Bapak... was Muftiah's... way up in San Rafael... Marin...! ... Evidence... in her life... of yet another... Angelic Postal Delivery...! ... she became very perturbed... because she and Farlan... were constantly fighting... and arguing... with each other...!

And having heard... that her dear SUBUD Sister... Miriam Brannan... Received very well... and Being Guided... to go to her... for Spiritual help... Muftiah had become convinced that... although their Jiwa to Jiwa union... might have been perfect... in Heaven... they were completely wrong... for each other... on earth... because they really had... so very little... in common...!

Besides the glaring... uncomfortable fact... that he was twelve years younger... than she was... and so boyish in manner... that she often felt... like a cradle robber... and looking so much... like her brother... Remo... that it would feel almost incestuous... going to bed with him...!

And last... but by no means least... there was the fact... that she could never give him... any children... of his own... which she strongly felt... only right... that he deserved... and should have... earnestly believing... that he... being such a genius... and so smart... and so knowledgeable.. about so many subjects... would make a wonderful father... to some very lucky soul...!

...read more in Chapter 6

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