Muftiah's Obedience... Of Accepting Her Training Of... "Now Inner Life Only... No More Outer Life...!"... Is Tested... By Almighty Allah...!

Muftiah's Creator... her Beloved Heavenly Father... Almighty God... Whom she Had Been Commanded... to henceforth Address... only as Almighty Allah... when He Changed her name... to Muftiah... even Tested... His loving daughter's obedience... of accepting... His Perfect Will for her... by Seeing to it... that she got a telephone call... from her dear SUBUD Sister... Miriam...!

The very SUBUD Sister Helper... that she had gone to... for Spiritual Help... over her doubts... about marrying... much younger Farlan... and had the most amazing... chastising... Experience of Enlightenment... with her... as already described... in the previous Chapter...

It was very early... in the morning... soon after that amazing night... when all six foot two of her... was Abruptly Catapulted... Through A Closed Door... Of The Ladies Latihan Hall... At The Santa Cruz SUBUD House...! And Told... By Her Creator... her Heavenly Father... Allah Almighty God...To Leave... And Never Return There... To Worship Him... Ever Again...!

And Miriam had vehemently urged Muftiah... on the phone... to come back to the Group... adding that she had Received... that "Muftiah Will Be Struck Down... And Die Of Cancer"... if she did not return... emphasizing... that she had so much... to contribute... to the SUBUD Ladies... because of her many years of International SUBUD experience... and even angrily scolding her... for being so selfish...!

Throughout the years... ever since she was little... this humble to God soul... had devised a way... to check for herself... whether what was being said to her... as a profound truth... or important advice... by another person... was in fact true... or not... or when circumstances... seemed to be threatening... to her... in her life...

Without the other person... being aware... of what she is doing... she simply quietens herself... and retreating within... checks for Divine Confirmation... of whatever she is being told... or whether there is any real danger... confronting her...

If what is being said to her is... in fact true... she will Experience... A Blissful Feeling... of Shimmering... Soft Vibrations... Flooding her entire being... from head to foot...!

And if it is not... in fact... true... she will feel a strange kind of Empty... Heavy Hollowness... Of Silence... inside her... the same as when "checking"... for imminent danger...!

So that... naturally... in this instance... when Miriam called her... very early that morning... about returning... to the Santa Cruz SUBUD Center... Muftiah immediately "checked"... for Inner Confirmation...

And Received... that It was Negative... and in addition... that Miriam was Being Used... by Almighty God... to Test Muftiah... in her acceptance... of obedience... to Almighty Allah's Particular... Perfect Will for her... at that particular time...!

Interesting to note... when Muftiah discussed the incident... with Miriam... later on... she looked genuinely puzzled... telling Muftiah... that she had no recollection... of ever having Received... "that she would die of cancer... if she did not return... to the Santa Cruz SUBUD Center...!"... Nor that she had ever telephoned her... very early one morning... to tell her so...!!!???

So Muftiah concluded... that it must have been a kind of "Psychic Phone Call..." ... that only her Creator... her Heavenly Father... Allah Almighty God... Had The Power... To Make Happen...!

...read more in Chapter 9

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