How Muftiah Is Stopped... From Physically Attacking Her Husband Farlan... Ever Again... Through The Miracle... Of A Suddenly Materialized Hammer...!

It was on the romantic... big island of Hawaii... living in Kona... during the second year of their marriage... that Muftiah's physical assaults on her husband... finally came to an end...!

Over the years... at the heights of their fighting... and arguing... there were times when she... having reached the end of her tether... would lash out at her husband Farlan... unable to any longer tolerate... his Red Indian... supercilious... icy cold... stony-faced aloofness as she... with her hot French/Italian blood... coursing through her veins... ranted and raved back at him...!

And desperately wanting to get a rise out of him... she would throw things... or even herself at him... pummeling his puny... bony chest... in a towering rage... while he stood perfectly still... not even trying to stop her... but looking down at her... with that peculiar... unemotional... expressionless... Red Indian face of his...!

She hated herself... for losing control... in such a shameful manner... she a lady... acting like a demented virago... at times... even threatening him with knives... with him calmly facing her... totally unafraid... his face a stony mask...!

And she finally came to the point... after appealing to her Sister Helpers... in vain... who all suggested to her... that perhaps she needed to surrender herself... even deeper... to her Creator... and Receiving nothing whatsoever... about how to help her stop... her near lethal attacks on her husband... that she needed to do something about them... herself...!

So... in desperation... she sincerely asked Almighty Allah... To Cause Her To Hurt Herself... the next time... she attacked her husband Farlan... in the fervent hope... that the resulting pain... to her own self... would help to stop her... as a reminder...

And Almighty Allah... Granted His loving daughter Muftiah... her sincere wish... for the next few times... she assaulted her husband... this time... while living in Hilo Hawaii... she did hurt herself... and rather badly... even to the point of re-cracking her ribs... while throwing a heavy alarm clock at him... (cracking her ribs... the first time... when she fell off a boat in Miami... a few years earlier... and Was Saved... by her life-long Guardian Angel Friend... from getting killed...!) (The full story... of that Miraculous Delivery... is described... under her time in Miami...)

And her re-cracked ribs... which kept her chest... once again... bound tight for months... with each inhaled breath... a stab of agony... also prevented her... from joining in the Hawaiian Choir... which was soon going to be broadcast on TV... and for whom she had auditioned... just the day before... thrilled to have been chosen by them... to sing a solo...!

So... a double whammy of asked for... painful punishment...!

Then came the Fasting month of Ramadan... about a year later... having finally moved to Kona... where they should have originally gone to...!

When... during the first ten days... as one's nafsu of anger... tends to powerfully... rear its ugly head... the day did come... when Farlan icily provoked his wife... once again... to the point of wanting to smash his head in... with the large Hammer... that suddenly Materialized... in front of her... which was conveniently lying there... on the dining table... right next to her...!

And while she stared at It... dazed... realizing... that it had not been lying there... on the bare dining table... a moment ago... she had the most peculiar Experience... of picking it up... and smashing in his brains with it... as he stood... having turned his back to her... in disdain...!

And fiercely hating him... with every fiber of her being... the feeling of intense satisfaction... that followed... made her chest swell with pride... that she had finally destroyed... the very thing... that had the power... to make her lose control of herself... in such an unladylike manner...!

But then... she Was Made to Experience... an Enormous Feeling of Horror... At Her Own Terrible... Irreversible... Murderous Deed... Followed by the most Excruciatingly Painful... Feeling of Nauseating Remorse...!

And suddenly realizing... that she was actually holding... the Heavy Hammer... Sent down to her from Heaven... to teach her a most important... valuable Lesson... gripped tightly... in both her hands... horrified... she dropped It... where It landed... across her bare feet... bruising them quite badly... and then Abruptly Vanished... into thin air...!

And the amazing thing was... that the Heavenly Hammer... was for her eyes only... to see...! Because when she... in a voice full of awe... mentioned the Materialized Miracle... of the Hammer to Farlan... and he turned around... to face her... he looked blankly back at her... with no idea... of what she was talking about...!

For the next few weeks... the constant pain... in her ugly looking... hugely swollen... black and blue and purple and green feet... the sight of which... puzzled Farlan... enormously... and the reason for which... she Was Forbidden... to explain to him... as she Experienced... the very familiar Sensation... of her Throat Becoming Closed up... served as a Heavenly Reminder... of how close she had come... to committing the unforgivable act of murder...!

That very realistic... terrifying Spiritual Experience... finally cured her... for good... from ever assaulting her husband... ever again...!

And when they left Hawaii... shortly after... going back to the mainland to Denver... Muftiah never again... threw things at him... or threatened him with sharp knives... or pummeled his scrawny chest... in overwhelming... angry frustration... ever again...

Making it a point... from then on... to deliberately remove herself... bodily... from his annoying presence... at the instant... she felt her rage against him... starting to arise in her... whenever he icily provoked her... or became nastily ornery... criticizing her relentlessly...

And all alone... retreating into their bedroom... or the bathroom... or even having run away from him... to their car... she would immediately quieten herself... and sincerely surrender herself... unconditionally... to her Beloved Allah Almighty God... the SUBUD Way... truly expecting nothing from Him... as usual...

And in a flash... He Would Bless Her... By Mercifully Removing... In An Instant... All Traces... Of The Seething... Raging Anger... Against Her Husband... From Inside Her...!

...read more in Chapter 17

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