Muftiah Learns A Very Painful Lesson... When She Tries To Seduce Her Husband... From Her Own Will...!

Farlan and Muftiah... were not even Permitted... to embrace each other... physically... with affection... nor even make love... to each other... whenever they wanted to... but only when Allah Willed...!

And they would feel His Will for them... inside their beings... like an Inner Prompting... which found themselves... Being Made... to Bodily Move Close... towards each other... and which had nothing to do... with being directed... by the feelings of love... for each other... in their hearts...!

Their gallant attempts... from their own will... to get closer... to each other... through physical tenderness... because both of them... were so sick and tired... of all the endless fighting... and bickering... and arguing... which was separating them... resulted in painful lessons learned...!

Their "ulterior motives" ... of smilingly proferring each other... cups of coffee... or tea... as peace offerings... while inwardly smoldering... unresolved feelings of resentment... and bitterness... towards each other... still fiercely burned... resulted in painful accidents... of "Forces" ... Tipping the cups of boiling hot liquid... onto themselves...!

Muftiah recalls a month... into their marriage... while they were living... in their very first home... together... which was a lovely... modern... two storey townhouse... complete with swimming pool... in which she intended to happily submerge herself frequently... in the coming summer months... because she had always loved the sensation... of the Water of Life... on her naked body...

Ever since her Papa... took her with him... to the Yayu Communal Bathhouse... in Kobe... Japan... when she was just a little tyke... happily splashing about... stark naked... in the different pools of water... with him... and together with Japanese families... of stark naked... mothers and fathers... with their adorable little children...!

So that she has always been very naturally comfortable... about her long body... being stark naked... having reached her final height... of six foot two... when she was forty-one...!

Deciding one day... that she was going to end this stand-off... this constant finding fault...with each other... put an end to the shouting matches... that never led to any positive solution... except that she no longer felt... the twelve year difference... in their ages... but felt just as young... as he was...!

Determined to finally get their marriage... properly consummated... by some genuine... flesh to flesh contact... even though she was still terrified of sexual intercourse... because of her brutal sexual assault... by a young German POW... when she was seventeen... living as a student... in England... nevertheless... she earnestly set about... putting her plan into action...

With the deliberate intention... of seducing her husband... she got busy... making herself... as sexily alluring... as possible...!

She knew that she still looked... like a young girl... in her mid twenties... and not like her actual age of 45... so that she knew... that her six foot two... slender body... would look quite alluring... wearing a silky... filmy... lilac colored negligee... which complimented her shimmering... luxuriant... long auburn hair...

So... freshly bathed... and delicately scented... feeling ultra feminine... and velvety soft... she approached her husband... who was sitting in an easy chair... with a fragrant cup of Bapak's special... magical tea... startling him... with her rare smile...

Moving languidly... she put the cup... into his shaking hands... then went and gracefully sat down... opposite him... with her own cup of tea... feeling powerful... over the obvious affect... her sudden... unexpected friendliness... and ultra sexy femininity... was having over him...!

Looking across at him... beguilingly... from beneath her lashes... with her blue eyes... she lifted her cup... up to her lips... and was about to say something intimate... and sexy to him... when a "Force" ... suddenly Twisted her hand... Tipping the boiling hot liquid... onto both of her long... long thighs...!

The painful consequence... of that little self-willed fiasco... of exercising... her own will... resulted in being laid up... for three agonizing weeks... suffering from rather severe burns... because the boiling hot tea... had fused her negligee... painfully to her skin...!

And being yet again... lovingly attended to... by their dear next door neighbor... SUBUD Brother... and talented sculptor... Dale Panopoulos... this time with soothing salves...!

The darling... fascinating giant of a man... who was forever being called... by his SUBUD sister... in panic... for help... and who would always come... his great lumbering body... in itself reassuring... as he calmly suggested... that they all drink some tea... together... totally unfazed... at Farlan's voluble... rude protestations of resentment... at his most unwelcome... intrusive presence... in his house...!

And yet Dale's calm demeanor... always managed to smooooth... the troubled waters... until the next time...!

Thank you Dale... and God Bless you... for being such a wonderful SUBUD Brother... You told us on our wedding day... that we would make it... because we were both crazy...! And you were right... we have...!

Dale's remark... pleased Muftiah... no end... for she had just recently heard Bapak saying... that if you really wanted to know... if you were truly Spiritual... then if everybody around you... thought you were crazy... then it would be proof to you... that you were indeed... a Spiritual soul...!

And as Muftiah groaned... and moaned... lying on top of her waterbed... writhing in excruciating pain... she would periodically hear... Ringing in her ears... Allah's Admonishment... of...:

"Only When Allah Wills... Not When You Will...!"

Which made her understand... more than ever before... the real significance... of Almighty Allah's recent Command... to her... of...:

"Now Inner Life Only... No More Outer Life...!"

...read more in Chapter 25

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