Two Reincarnated Japanese Cousins... Now Subud Sisters... One Still Japanese... And The Other Now... English/french/italian... Receive The Very Same Guidance... About Muftiah... Independently Of Each Other...!

When Muftiah awoke the next morning... with Farlan already gone off to work... she felt even more strange... and oddly disoriented... as though she was not there... but had left herself behind... somewhere...!

This peculiar odd feeling persisted... as the morning wore on... with still no feeling... to unpack her boxes...

And then... at about 11 o'clock... her now very close SUBUD Sister... Isnaini... called... who was her reincarnated... lovely Japanese... little "itoko" (cousin)... with whom she was joyously reunited... instantly recognizing each other... just a few months earlier... at the San Francisco SUBUD House... with their Inner Bond... instantly just as strong as ever...

And Muftiah shared with her... her strange Feelings... begun during Ramadan... and still continuing... and sudden encounter with her Guardian Angel... and His Strange Message... of the night before...

And in talking intimately to Isnaini... she found herself confiding to her... that she had the strangest feeling... that death was hovering around her... and that she was going to die soon...!

(Throughout her 21 years in SUBUD... she had experienced periodically Receiving...:

"OLD SELF DYING...!"...

And then a detrimental... familiar... bad character trait... would soon Fade Away... sometimes painfully...)

But this was entirely different...

Feeling this strong Inner Loving Bond... with Isnaini... and trusting her implicitly... it was very easy for Muftiah... to open herself up to her...

Furthermore... for some strange reason... she seemed to be the only person... in whose presence...she did not feel detached from... at that time...!

Isnaini quietly listened to her beloved older cousin's earnest words... then gently chided her... saying that surely GOD Would Not Be So Cruel... as to Separate them... from their treasured closneness... not since they had just found each other... again...!

After their troubling phone conversation... Isnaini found herself wanting to know the Truth... about her dear cousin/Sister's strange Experience... for herself... and quietly retired... to the Ladies Powder Room... at the Japanese Bank... where she held an important position... and quietening herself... she asked GOD... with a tinge of disbelief...:

"Surely Muftiah's not going to die now... is she?"

And to her utter amazement... she Received...:

"YES... SHE IS...!"

And before she could recover from her shock... she Was Told how... and the exact time... and date... it was to happen...!

Meanwhile... Muftiah had a further spontaneous Receiving... while watching the noon news... hearing for the first time... that Princess Grace Kelly... had actually died of a stroke... while driving her car... and not from the car accident...!

She had lost control of her car... driving on the very strip of road... on the Riviera... that we had all seen her recklessly speed along on... with Cary Grant... sitting tensely next to her... with his fists clenched... in the movie "To Catch A Thief..."! (#96 of the Little Cilandak Video Library... now in 2006... numbering over 4,000...)

And as Muftiah heard the word "Stroke"... she experienced a Strong Movement... Going across... the inside of her chest... ending with a Slamming Sensation... and instantly... an understanding... came to her...

And quietening herself... she asked her Creator... Allah Almighty God...

"Is stroke the way I'm going to go...?"

And His Answer Came... Loud and Clear...

"YES...!"

And the Strong Movement... Going Across... the inside of her chest... reminded her of the first time... she experienced... a similar Sensation... in Bulawayo... Southern Rhodesia... about twenty-two years earlier... when she saw the word "SUBUD..." ... for the very first time... in her life... and said the Magic.. Holy Word... out loud...

Digressing... here is the Miraculous little story... of how it happened...:-

...read more in Chapter 38

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