How Almighty Allah... Very Abruptly... And Shockingly Ends... Muftiah's Intense... Seven Year... Jiwa To Jiwa Marriage... To Farlan...!

All throughout their married life... after their brief honeymoon... in Hawaii... where they Were Given Carte Blanche... sexually... Almighty Allah... Became Their Conductor... and Director... even where their sex life... was concerned... restricting them... to only once... every two months... because of the very intense... heavy Purification... that immediately followed... every sexual union...!

And it was always to Muftiah... that the Command... Was Given...:

"Now Time To Unite...!"

Most probably... due to her deep seated sexual trauma... caused when she was brutally... sexually assaulted... by a young German POW... when she was a sensitive... seventeen year old student... in England... Almighty Allah Knew... better than His loving daughter... when she was likely to be more receptive... than usual...

This very same... Allah Commanded... And Directed Process... Continued... until the middle... of their seventh year... of marriage... soon after the holy month... of the Ramadan Fast... was over...

One afternoon... about a week... after moving into their top floor apartment... in Daly City... Muftiah... to her great surprise... Received... while in her Latihan Shower...:

"Now Time To Unite...!"

And as she stood there... with the Water of Life... Raining down on her naked body... blinking in amazement... for it had been just over a month... before Ramadan... since the last time... plus it was the daytime... and furthermore... Farlan was out at work... she Received further...:

"Now Time To Surrender Yourself... To Your Husband... Also...!"

Initially... she Was Told... with the Command... that they were always to cleanse themselves thoroughly... body and hair... before sexually uniting... with each other... Not to surrender herself... to her husband... but only to Allah.. during His Commanded sexual union...

Because of the deep... Sexual Purification... of her husband... whose Essence... she would unnecessarily absorb... harming her... if she surrendered herself to him... during their sexual union...!

And she Was further... Given to understand... now... some seven years later... that that particular part... of her husband's intense Sexual Purification... which could harm her... was now over...!

So... squeaky clean all over... and stark naked... all six foot two of her... ran joyously... down the hallway... from the bathroom... and straight into the arms... of her startled husband... just as he walked... into their apartment... coming home from work... giving him the wonderful news... of her most unexpected Receiving... in her Latihan Shower...!

And their unusual coming together... that afternoon... instead of at night... took place... on their king size bed... in Joyful Bliss... with Almighty Allah... as usual... Directing Farlan... in how to make his tense... fearful wife... relax...!

And as Farlan... after his usual... Delightful... Allah Directed Foreplay... making her tingle... all over... entered his very receptive wife... with her instantly... in a glorious state... of surrendered Latihan... to Allah... as usual... but now also... to her beloved husband... for the very first time... was quite the most wonderful... exhilarating Spiritual Sensation... of Oneness... that she had ever Experienced... in her fifty-two year old life...!

For never before... had she been taken... to such utter heights... of Spiritual Ecstasy... while being totally possessed... by a man... to whom she was utterly surrendering herself... for the very first time in her life... during sexual intercourse...!

And when their Euphoric Union was over... Muftiah was delighted... when there was no angry railing at her... or icy cold aloofness... but the continuation... of tender expressions of love... from her beloved husband...!

And the following week... was utterly blissful for them... to the extreme... with the two of them... never having felt as close... to each other... with no fighting... or bickering... or heated arguments... between them... at all...!

And Muftiah found herself wondering... whether this was The Sign... of a New Beginning... of their unique... Jiwa to Jiwa... marriage... despite her Guardian Angel... Already Having Told her... that she would be dying of Stroke... in about a month's time...!

And that... perhaps Almighty Allah... Had Changed His Mind... and that... at long last... their relationship... would be completely free... of the usual arguing... and fighting... and scathing criticisms... and recriminations... of dredging up past disappointments...

And their association... with each other... would become peaceful... and happy... after their intense seven years... of so much... "Speeded Up Purification..." ... of mutual anger... and resentment...

And liking the idea immensely... of finally having a normal... congenial marriage... when her other three... had been such dismal failures... so full of emotional turbulence... and turmoil... Muftiah hoped and prayed... with every fiber... of her being... that her fervent wish... would come true...

Then... to her great... and astonished delight... but a week later... with none of the usual... being at odds... with one another... with arguing... and hurtful criticisms... in the interim... she again Received... at the same time... in the daytime... during her Latihan Shower...:

"Now Time To Unite...!"

And this time... as she lay blissfully... in her beloved's arms... totally surrendered to him... so soon after the last time... was even better... and even more Euphorically Ecstatic... than the last time...!

And when she Received... immediately after their most delightful... most wonderful sexual union... ever... was over...:

"That Was The Best...!"

...she was full of indescribable Joy... and Happiness... feeling a resounding "Yes" ... Echoing inside her...!

But then... to her enormous shock... and utter consternation... after a long moment... she Received further...:

"... And The Last...!!!???"

Now filled with the most horrible feeling of bewilderment... dismay... and dread... she had ever felt... in her life... she fearfully... and tremulously asked... with tears in her eyes...:

"Another Divorce...?"

And was Immediately Answered... With A Firm...:

"No Divorce...!"

And that is how... Almighty Allah... Very Abruptly Ended... Their Unique... Very Intense... Jiwa To Jiwa Marriage... Of Seven Years...!

After Giving Muftiah... Two Tastes... Of Increasing... Euphoric Bliss... Which She Had Never... Ever Experienced Before... In Her Fifty-two Years Of Life... Living On This Planet...!

And but a few weeks after that... Muftiah Was Struck Down... with her first Allah-Willed Stroke... of many... which gradually kept her confined to her bed... for over seven years...!

Thus began Farlan and Muftiah's very unique... platonic... in name only... marriage... with both of them Being Directed... to relate to each other... as a SUBUD Brother and Sister... only...!

Even to this very day... of August 31st... 2008... some over 26 years... later...! With both of them... living lives of celibacy... for all this time...!

Because... instead of leaving her husband... who even had presented her to Farlan... because he had become fed up... with her gross stubbornness... after their divorce... Isnaini... having become Ismana... soon after Muftiah's first Allah-Willed Stroke... returned to Japan... to tend to her ailing mother...

Inexperienced with men... only having ever known... her mentally unbalanced husband... Ismana became a coward... convincing herself... that Farlan... who awakened feelings in her... that she had never ever felt before... in her life... towards any man... and whom both she... and Muftiah... had Received... was the perfect husband for her... was a temptation... that she must resist...!

And ever since... her Presence... is very strongly felt... in Farlan's Jiwa... where they are United... as One... !

As... to this very day... in 2009... she constantly... cries out longingly... and plaintively... to him...:

"Farlan...! Farlan!... Farlan...!"

And Farlan... noble as ever... who... in Receiving to phone her... on her birthday... every year... waits patiently... for his beloved Ismana... to come to her senses... and return to him...!

As a P.S.... Muftiah is firmly convinced... that had Ismana... accepted Farlan... as her husband... at the time... in 1982... she could have left earth... as she was supposed to... exchanging places... with the baby boy... who was to be born to them... as their son...!

And since she didn't... Almighty Allah Decided... in her second year... of being bedridden... that she write... about her unusual life... as presented here... on the Holy Website... "SUBUD Stories..."... in her two books... "From The Shadow... Of The Rising Sun..." ... and this... her Spiritual Odyssey... "From Seven Hells... To Seventh Heaven... SUBUD..."... plus other writing... mainly about her Spiritual Experiences... many of them Miraculous...!

...read more in Chapter 40

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