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Ninety Days In March...!
Chapter 41
Muftiah Is To Make Contact... With All Those Souls... Important To Her... All Over The World... Asking Their Forgiveness... And Bidding Them Farewell... And Inviting Them... To Vigil With Her... On The Eve Of October 27th... Then Contact Bapak... To Ask His Permission... To Leave Earth... As His Helper...!
Meanwhile... Muftiah Received... to contact her Contessa mother... in South Africa... and make peace with her... asking her forgiveness... for they had been estranged... from each other... for many years...!
But she barely got to talk to her... because her proud... imperious mother... did not want to miss... the Bill Cosby Show... on TV... preferring to watch it... rather than talk... to her daughter... with whom she had had no personal contact... whatsoever... for at least the past eleven years... when she ran away from her husband... Mark... returning to South Africa... from the Caribbean island of Antigua...!
(As Muftiah re-edits her volume of work... for the very last time... in 2008... under the special... separate segment... titled "Heavenly Visitations..." ... you can read all about how her mother... came down to earth... from SUBUD Heaven... a few years ago... when she was seventy-two... one month before Ramadan... which is the time... when Almighty God... Grants departed souls... Permission... to go down to earth... to Visit their loved ones...!
And how she entered her daughter's body... for ten days... then asked permission... to Latihan with her... with two visiting Regional Helpers... Rosario Neira... and Aneesa Hassani... from Texas... present... as witnessess... and participants...!)
Furthermore... Muftiah was to call up... her many SUBUD Helper Sisters... as their names... came to her... all over the country... share their joint Receiving... about Dying... with them... and thanking them... for being so helpful to her... and ask forgiveness of them... and say her fond farewells... to them...!
And inviting them... to share the forthcoming... special Night of Vigil... with Isnaini and herself... on the eve of the 27th of October... if not in person... then at least... in Spirit...!
And some of her SUBUD Sisters said... that they would be coming... in person... not wanting to miss out... on being part of such an interesting... pre-Received... Spiritual Event... by two SUBUD Sisters... independently of each other...!
Muftiah even had to call up... her ex-husband Mark... in Miami... and ask his forgiveness... yet again... which she did... feeling oddly... like his grandmother...! ... which made her realize... how very far apart... she had grown from him...!
And arrogant as ever... he still did not ask her forgiveness... in return...! Expressing his sincere regret... that he had caused her... to run away from him... not just once... but three times...!
Not quite understanding... he had asked her... querulously...:
"Are you going to commit suicide...?!"
(Also under "Heavenly Visitations..." ... Muftiah has written... how Mark... who is no longer on earth... has been haunting her... claiming that... although he had married... two women... after her... God Had Told him... that she.. his "Dream Girl Laura..." ... was his true wife...!
Because it is Almighty God... and only Almighty God... Who Always Decides... which of His Created children... are to be married... to each other... in Holy Matrimony... and remain so... no matter how many times... they divorce themselves... from each other... and marry others...!
And since God... Had Never Divorced Mark... from Laura... he was in limbo... and could not move on... into the Glory... of the Afterlife... until she joined him...!
And in this regard... Muftiah has written... also under "Heavenly Visitations..." ... how Almighty God... Sent His loving daughter... Jasie... who had been her husband Farlan's mother... and Muftiah's dear SUBUD Sister... and mother-in-law... down to her... from SUBUD Heaven... with the Special Mission... of setting up... Special Early Dawn Latihans... for her...!
With no greeting... or pleasantries... but immediately Commanding Muftiah... to "Be Clean For God...!" ... she had instructed her... to have her Latihan Shower... as usual... thoroughly washing... both her body and hair... while surrendered to her Creator... with her eyes closed... as she stood by... as her witness...
But then... when after her Latihan Shower... Muftiah started to towel herself off... as usual... Jasie Stopped her... Commanding her... Not To Dry Herself Off... But To Take Two Towels... To Her Bed... One Small One... To Be Laid Down... On Her Pillow... For Her Head... And A Large One... To Be Laid Down... The Length Of Her Bed... For Her Body...!
And when Muftiah... had obeyed Jasie's Command... from Almighty God... lying down on the towels... on her bed... stark naked... and dripping wet... she told her to close her eyes... and surrender herself... to her Creator... and await His Will for her...!
Then... having completed her Heavenly Mission... Jasie Vanished... right before Muftiah's eyes... just before she closed them... and her musical clock chimed... her favorite... "Ode To Joy"... at precisely 4 a.m...!!
And during five... of the Special Early Dawn Latihans... of lying on her toweled bed... stark naked... and dripping wet... Almighty Allah... Had Spoken... to His loving daughter... Muftiah... extracting from her... the same promise... each time... that she would go to her soul mate Richard... at whose side... she belonged...!
Having also Sent him... down to her... from SUBUD Heaven... on a very painful Mission... Commanding him... to remain with her... during the whole month... before the Holy Fasting Month of Ramadan...!
If Almighty Allah... Had Not Made her promise Him... not just once... but five times... that she would go to Richard... she would have been totally confused... and bewildered... with Mark persistently haunting her... in her dreams... as well as in Spirit... claiming her... his "Dream Girl Laura"... as his true wife...!)
Then Isnaini called... to inform her beloved sister... that she had had another spontaneous Receiving...:
"Muftiah... As Bapak's Helper... Must Now Ask Bapak... For His Permisssion... To Leave Earth...!"
So Farlan... trusting Isnaini... immediately telexed Bapak... in Cilandak... Indonesia... via the kindness... of SUBUD Brother... Isaac Goff... informing Bapak... of his wife Muftiah's and Isnaini's joint Receiving...
And also thanking Bapak... for the Miraculous Grace... of the Latihan Kejiwaan... and for their special SUBUD names... and occasions of his many... memorable... Spiritually Enlightening Talks... and times of Bapak's wonderfully Awesome... Testing Sessions... when Bapak monitored his SUBUD children's Spiritual Progress... through the Latihan Kejiwaan of SUBUD... in South Africa... and also here... in the USA... and in Canada...
And also for her... as Grazia's very special... private audience... with Bapak... in South Africa... when he summoned her to him... unexpectedly... when she was about thirty-six... and in her 5th year in SUBUD... and giving her... an incredible Revelation... which she was forbidden... to share with anybody else... for about seven years... by suddenly flashing... inside herself.. that she was his mother...!
Which many years later... during one of Bapak's Heavenly Visitations to her... he enlightened her... by explaining... that being Bapak's mother... simply meant... that they were kindred souls... who loved their Creator... equally... with every fiber... of their beings... and are more than willing... to do His Bidding... be His slave... His servant...!
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