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Ninety Days In March...!
Chapter 44
Muftiah's Special Night Of Vigil... On Her Last Night On Earth... Surrounded By Her Dear SUBUD Brothers And Sisters... Is Finally Here...!
The special Night of Vigil... was shared... by quite a number of SUBUD Brothers and Sisters... in their cozy home... some of whom... had come from great distances... to be witnesses... to the event of Muftiah's passing away... of the pre-Received... Allah-Willed Stroke...!
There was a quiet feeling of Peace... and Joy... in the Hateley home... and everybody there... having been asked.. to remove their shoes... felt a special Bond... of Inner Love... for one another...!
Muftiah had been Euphoric... all day... Singing Praises to Allah... and Being Commanded by Him... to wash her body and hair... in worshipful Latihan... in her Shower... not just once... but no less than six times... during the past twelve hours... once every two hours...!
Then... while still Flying in a Blissful State... happily sharing with everybody... in their spacious living room... her remarkable Experiences... since the last Ramadan began... at about 2:30 a.m... Isnaini... feeling that Muftiah... should become separated... from her SUBUD Brothers... very peacefully... and calmly announced... with authority in her voice...:
"Now Time For Latihan Kejiwaan...!"
It was very clear... to everybody... there... that Isnaini... was in a constant Receiving State... on that memorable "Night of Vigil" ... and everybody could see... that she was really Being Given... Divine Authority... to be Muftiah's personal... Spiritual Helper... although she still had not yet been made... an official Helper yet...!
This was truly remarkable... for Muftiah already knew... that Isnaini had hoped... that the witnesses... to her passing... would be only Farlan and herself...!
And Muftiah marvelled to herself...:
"Only yesterday... she was full of doubts and fears... but look at her tonight...!"
And she felt to trust her implicitly... for she commanded... such Inner Authority... from the moment... her diminutive little self.. walked into their home...!
As things turned out... her fears of the past few weeks... were groundless... for no one present... mostly Helpers... harbored any feelings of exception towards her... naturally accepting her role... as Special Helper... of the evening... without question...!
The Latihan Kejiwaan... was to be simultaneous... with the men... worshipping their Creator... in the spacious living room... and the ladies... in what had now... exclusively become Muftiah's bedroom... since Almighty Allah... Had Very Abruptly Terminated... her true marriage... only a few weeks earlier... with Farlan sleeping... on the couch... in the living room... ever since...!
Muftiah sincerely believed... that this was to be her very last Latihan Kejiwaan... on earth... and now felt all squeaky clean... from all the six Latihan Showers... of the day... and ready to go...!
However... to her great surprise... her Cleansing... was not quite done with... for Isnaini Received... that she was to Cleanse herself... yet another time... the seventh...!
As soon as Muftiah's bedroon door was closed... after her last Latihan Shower... with her long auburn hair... still damp... Isnaini and she... were immediately assaulted... by a barrage of questions...!
And they spent the next half hour... happily sharing... with their goggle-eyed Sisters... the extraordinary events... of the past month... and a half...!
Muftiah found herself... generously telling her Sisters... to help themselves... to her personal belongings... of clothes... and jewelry... laughingly telling them... not to fight over them...!
As their reverent Latihan of Worship began... led by Isnaini... with the seven SUBUD Sisters standing barefoot... they quietly surrendered themselves... to either Almighty God... as Christians... or to Almighty Allah... as Muslims... or to Adonai... as Jews...!
With everybody's eyes closed... and with their minds... empty of all thought... and the emotions... of their hearts... stilled... Muftiah found herself Being Gently Pushed backwards... towards the foot... of her bed... by the Power Of Allah...!
And she was soon aware... of the familiar... Joyous Vibration... of God's Great Holy Life Force... like the familiar... Fountain of Joy... Which she had Felt so often... throughout her SUBUD years... Bubbling... and Pulsating inside her... as she stood... with her eyes closed... becoming aware... that the atmosphere... in her bedroom... Was Becoming Permeated... with a Heavenly... Light Feeling...!
There was much Received... soft Singing... by six of the Ladies... and for once... Muftiah's voice was silent... with no usual singing of Praises... to her Beloved Creator... her Heavenly Father... Allah Almighty God...!
All of a sudden... there was a lull... with everybody's Singing Voices... suddenly Silenced... at the very same time...!
And during the ensuing Quiet... just as Muftiah... Smelled the Heavenly Scent of Roses... knowing that... once again... as in significant times... in the past... an Angel of God... Was Present... she heard Isnaini loudly Proclaim... with Authority... in her Voice...:
"Let The Gates Of Heaven... Now Open...!"
And as Muftiah heard... her Received Words... Uttered with such a powerful Tone of Command... a great Shuddering... Swept throughout her body... and she felt herself... Sinking into delightful Unconsciousness... backwards... onto her bed...!
Blissfully believing... that this was it... and that she would never again... awaken on this planet... but would open her eyes... in the Glory... of her Afterlife... in her true Home... in SUBUD Heaven...!
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