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Ninety Days In March...!
Chapter 54
Muftiah Is To Continue To Write... While On A Water Only Fast...!
Good Morning... it is 8:30 a.m. ... on the morning of June 10th ... 1984... and Muftiah has just Received... yet another Miracle... while surrendering herself... to her Creator... Allah Almighty God...in her usual Spontaneous Latihan Kejiwaan... during which she Was Told... to continue writing... sharing her SUBUD Stories... with all of you dear... kindred in Spirit brothers and sisters... all over the world...
On looking back... she realizes... that it has now been about three months... since her regular heart rate... suddenly increased alarmingly...!
And three days later... while her heart... was still pounding away... to her great surprise... she Received Almighty Allah's Command...:
"Now Time For Muftiah To Write... About Her Childhood... And Ancestry... ... Your Life...!"
This astounding Command... in addition to His Constant Daily Reminders Of...:-
"Obey Allah..." ... And "Allah Guiding..." ... And "Now Inner Life Only... No More Outer Life..." ... And "Now Experience Process Of Dying Of Stroke... In Full Awareness...!"
So... whilst "Fully Aware" ... that she was Experiencing... the Numbing... Physically Weakening Effects... of her "Dying of Stroke" Symptoms... in obedience... to Allah's Will for her... with her heart... in the full throes of "Paroxysmal Tachicardia"... beating fast... lurching... and missing heartbeats... abnormally... a most unpleasant... frightening affliction... she has been periodically plagued with... ever since she was about eight years old... she began writing... in longhand... printing her letters... on a legal pad... printing... because of her many years... of solving crossword puzzles... being one of her favorite pastimes...
And before she knew it... ten hours had passed...!
Then to her even greater astonishment... three days later... came the Command...:
"Muftiah Now Write... While On Water Only Fast!"
And she found herself wondering... how on earth... she would be able to write... with only water... for nourishment...! For Her Guidance was distinctly "Water Only"...!
And she understood... that her faith... and trust... in her Beloved Creator... her Heavenly Father... Allah Almighty God... and her obedience... to His Will for her... Was Being Tested... yet once again...!
After a period of six days... of ten hours... of writing... each day... obeying Allah's Will for her... and "Feeling" ... the numbing effects... of her God-Willed Strokes... Farlan Received... that he was to give Muftiah... a little food... at night...
As she writes today... on June 20th... 1984... her Water Only Fast... during the day... and a little food at night... still continues...!
End Part 1
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