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PART I
A Brief Introduction... To This Humble To God Soul's Awesome Miracles... Of Spiritual Visitations... From Her Beloved Departed Souls... Blissfully Happy... In Their Eternal Afterlives... As Indisputable Proof To Her... That Life Does Go Vibrantly... And Youthfully On... Even After One's Physical Death... At An Old Age...!

Chapter 1
This SUBUD Soul... First As Laura... Then Becoming Muftiah... Experiences A Series... Of Very Unusual Spiritual Visitations...!

Here is a brief synopsis... of this trying to be humble to God... SUBUD soul's most extraordinary Experiences... of "Heavenly Visitations..." ... which was supposed to be her second "Open Letter..." ... to her many SUBUD Brothers and Sisters... and before she... as Muftiah... was so delightfully side-tracked... and uniquely distracted... by her Beloved Bapak's... very Special... Heavenly Visitations... to her...!

And now... she is sharing... those amazing... awesome... and wonderful Spiritual Experiences... not only with her many dear SUBUD Brothers and Sisters... throughout the SUBUD world... of now over ninety-five countries... but also with all the Specially Chosen by God... Blessed by Him souls... who Have Been Led by Specially Assigned... Angels of God... to this Holy Website... titled "SUBUD Stories..."!

In sequence... first she... known as Laura... being her second SUBUD name... and recently arrived in Miami... at the age of about forty-two... was Visited... in Spirit... by her adored/feared patriarch... Papa Rau... who was destined... to be in her life... all told... for only thirteen years... from a few months old... to six... and then... except for brief holidays... between the ages of six and ten... because she was a permanent boarder... at the ISY (International School of Yokohama)... in Japan... from ten... to only seventeen...!

And she... known in England... as Grace... had dropped... all communication with him... because of his two... gross... unforgivable betrayals... towards her...!

The first heartbreaking betrayal... was when he broke his promise... to send her... at seventeen... to Italy... for further operatic voice training... if she did well in school... sending her to England... for secretarial training... instead... while he went back to Japan... with Xenia... the love of his life...!

And the shock... of his gross... careless betrayal... to her sensitive psyche... caused her to utterly lose... her singing voice... for the next four years...!

The second gross betrayal... was when he believed total strangers... who had accused her... falsely... of lesbianism... with her very best friend classmate...!

And yet... apparently... it was the Will of God... that this worthy to be exceedingly Blessed... son of His... become Inwardly "Opened..." ... and "Awakened..." ... into the Miracle of SUBUD... before he left earth...!

Because... now living in Pretoria South Africa... and known for quite a number of years... only as Nadia/Grazia Scott... except for her mother... who still called her Tzi-Tzi... a letter from Papa Rau... to inform her... that his beloved Xenia... had pased away... addressed to her... as "Graziella Nadia Rau... c/o The Swiss Consulate... Johannesburg... South Africa..." ... Miraculously arrived... one momentous morning... at the doorstep... of her place of work... being a Patent Attorney's office... which could only have been Delivered to her... via the Special Angel Postal Service...!

You may be interested to know... that there were to be two more occasions... of Special Angel Postal Service... in this SUBUD soul's... most unusual life...!

The second time... was when their Spiritual SUBUD father Bapak's special letter... approving... and Blessing... their forthcoming... Jiwa to Jiwa marriage... was Miraculously Delivered... to Farlan... way down... miles away in Watsonville... when the return address... given to Bapak... was Muftiah's... way up in San Rafael... Marin...!

And the third time... was when her "Open Letter"... to SUBUD Brothers and Sisters... throughout the SUBUD world... was Miraculously Delivered... to her unknown... Lebanese SUBUD Brother... Vartkes Derounian... about to commit suicide... in devastatingly war torn Beirut... where there was no Postal Service... whatsoever... with her Angel Delivered letter... Touching him deeply... and utterly changing... his depressed life...!

Seventy-one year old Papa Rau... and his thirty-three year old... secretly "Darling Nadia"... resumed a warm relationship... through correspondence... for the next three years... and consequently... wanting to join SUBUD... unfortunately... he fell down... while celebrating... the Swiss National Holiday... on August 1st... at the Swiss Club... in New York... and becoming hospitalized... developed water on the knee... and then became fatally afflicted... with pneumonia... passing away... on the very day... of her thirty-sixth birthday...!

Nevertheless... she was to become... the God Willed channel... to "Open..." ... and "Awaken..." him Spiritually... albeit posthumously...! ... which amazing... and most extraordinary... Spiritual Happening... took place... about five years earlier... in Pretoria South Africa... as more fully detailed... in the following Chapters... and also in her Spiritual Odyssey... "From Seven Hells... To Seventh Heaven... SUBUD..." ... as shown in the Table of Contents...

The incredible Spiritual Experience... of Papa Rau's posthumous "Opening..." ... and "Awakening..." ... was verified by her Beloved Spiritual SUBUD Father... Bapak... as a True Experience... when the SUBUD Men Helpers... of Pretoria... wrote to him... about the Awesome... most unusual... and extraordinary... Spiritual Event... experienced by their SUBUD sister... Grazia... and their own Receiving about it...!

Papa Rau's Spiritual Visitation... to her... in Miami... took place... early one morning... when he Obtained Permission... from Almighty God... to come down to earth... in Spirit... and warn her... still an alien... about investing in Bank Susila Bakti...!

And staying with her... for a few incredibly enlightening hours... where he... not an old man... of seventy-four... when he passed on... but a Vibrantly Alive... Youthful soul... let her know... how Blissful... his Afterlife Had Become... in SUBUD Heaven... after his five years... of very necessary Purification... There...!

Then about two years later... Papa Rau... still Youthful... and Vibrantly full of Energy... suddenly Appeared to her... in her car... while she was driving home from work... with her now living in Soquel California... and earning her living... as a lowly paid cleaning woman... for the Catholic church... as Divine Penance... because she had allowed her unfaithful husband... to divorce her... against the Will of God... this time... her Papa Allowed by God... to stay with her... for three whole glorious days and nights...!

And he delighted her... further... by even worshipping their Beloved Creator together... participating... in the Latihan Kejiwaan with her... at the Santa Cruz California... SUBUD House... on his third night...!

Believing that her precious time with him... was just between the two of them... she was amazed... when he was consequently booted out... by sensitively Aware... barely known to her... SUBUD Sister Helper... Halimah Van Tuyl... who... becoming aware of his Presence... scolded him... and ordered him to go to the men... letting him know... in no uncertain terms... that he did not belong there... worshipping Almighty God... with the Ladies...!

And his Presence... was quickly noticed... by her dear... sensitively Aware... SUBUD Brother... Machmud Kennedy... who came out of the Mens Latihan Hall... after Latihan that night... beaming... telling her about her father's Visit... that night... and how much he loved her... and how proud... that she was on the Right and Only Spiritual Path... that Greatly Pleased Almighty God...!

Then quite some many years later... here in "Little Cilandak"... Grand Bay... with her final name of Muftiah... not only for here on earth... but for her Afterlife as well... when she was about seventy-two years old... her mother... who had passed on... in her eighties... also Youthful... and Vibrantly Alive... came... in Spirit... and invaded her body... for ten days...!

Then asked permission... to Latihan with her... together with the visiting Regional Helpers... from Texas... Rosario Neira... and Aneesah Hassani... who were witnesses... and participants... in their most momentous... unusual Latihan Kejiwaan... together...!

Then followed Seven... most extraordinary Days... and Nights... of Spiritual Appearances... one after another... of dearly departed souls... from her past... such as her Beloved Soul mate... Richard... whom she had reincarnated herself for... and whom Almighty God Had Commanded... to be her special channel... to Inwardly "Open..." ... and "Awaken..." her... when she was thirty-one...!

(Very unusual... because normally... it is the SUBUD Men Helpers... who are the channel... to pass on the Contact... of God's Great Holy Life Force... to other men... and likewise... SUBUD Lady Helpers... to other women...!)

And then there were the Heavenly Visitations... from her very dear mother-in-law/SUBUD Sister... Jasie... Farlan's mother... her beloved dog Brady... her ex-husband Rene... simply curious... and delighted to see... that she still looked... twenty years younger... than her age... her precious son Marco... whom she had murdered... as a fully formed... five month old... male fetus... and again... by her Beloved Spiritual SUBUD Father... Holy Man of God... Bapak... who gave her the most wonderful Gift...!

Muftiah was also Visited... by her Heavenly Father... Allah Almighty God... on five... of her very Blessed... Special Early Dawn Latihans... set up... in Spirit... by her Beloved mother-in-law/SUBUD Sister... Jasie... who was Sent down to her... from SUBUD Heaven... by Almighty God... on a very Special Mission... of Commanding her...:

"Be Clean For God...!"

To ignorant Muftiah's utter amazement... it was her brand new SUBUD Sister... and Regional Helper... dear Rosario... who informed her... that during the month... before the Holy Fasting Month of Ramadan... Ordained by Allah Almighty God... certain dearly departed souls... were Given Special Permission... by Him... to come down to earth... to Visit their loved ones...!

So here are the SUBUD Stories... of those wonderful... amazing... and awesome... Spiritual Experiences... of Heavenly Visitations... as their Wondrous Memories arise... only from Muftiah's very much alive Jiwa... (Inner self)... since her head has been dead... ever since her first God-Willed Stroke... and many more... over some twenty-seven years ago... which kept her bedridden... for over seven years... as follows...:-

...read more in Part II

MORE BY MUFTIAH

From The Shadow... Of The Rising Sun...
From Seven Hells... To Seventh Heaven... SUBUD...
Heavenly Visitations...


H O M E B A P A K M U F T I A H C O N T A C T