Chapter 1
Three Unknown... SUBUD Regional Helpers... SUBUD Brother... Harris Boebel... and SUBUD Sisters... Rosario Neira... and Aneesah Hassani... Visit From Texas... While Tzi-Tzi Darling’s Contessa Mother's Spirit... Has Been Invading Her Body... For The Past Ten Days...!

About two years ago... in September 2002... here in "Little Cilandak"... Grand Bay... Alabama... SUBUD Texas... impressed by the series... of photographs... Farlan had taken... and sent to them... had expressed an interest... in the property... as a venue... for their forthcoming SUBUD Congress Of The South... to take place... before the Holy Fasting month of Ramadan... about a month away...

Consequently... they were sending... three Regional Helpers... SUBUD Brother... Harris Boebel... and SUBUD Sisters... Rosario Neira... and Aneesah Hassani... to look over their property... all of whom... were personally unknown... to both Farlan and Muftiah...

During the same period... for ten days... before their expected visit... Muftiah... upon awakening... one morning... suddenly felt very strange... as if she were not herself... and that the usually familiar Muftiah... had somehow... disappeared...!

And then... as her shrunk from six foot two... to five foot nine body... lay in her bed... she felt... the distinct impression... of her mother... but to the extent... that her mother's whole five foot nine being... seemed to be superimposed... upon hers...!

Becoming alarmed... she had rushed to her bathroom... where the light... was brightest... and looking into the medicine chest mirror... saw... to her amazement... that she looked... exactly like her exquisitely beautiful... Madonna-like... Contessa mother... the beautiful young-looking lady... she had always known... but very aware... that she had passed away... in her late eighties...!!!

And then... later on... while she was conversing with her... still in name only husband... Farlan... who had never... met her mother... and had no idea... what she looked like... she realized... to her consternation... that she sounded... exactly like her Contessa mother... and spoke... with the same inflections... and haughty gestures... and in the same... imperious manner... as she had... becoming just like her...!!!

And she became... so perturbed... at this unsettling... sudden turn of events... just as the important Texas personages... were about to arrive... that she quickly tried... to get some Spiritual Help... from Farlan...

Explaining... what was happening to her... he agreed that he had noticed... that she was somehow... oddly different... and looking luminously strange... especially when she seemed to be talking... in an imperious manner... with haughty gestures... almost as if she was looking down her nose at him...!

And he had dismissed... her odd manners... and strange luminous looks... as part of her Purification Process... saying that he could not help her... but to...:

"Just make sure... you stay close to your Jiwa..."

... which excellent reminder... did help his rattled... and shaken to the core... SUBUD sister/wife in name only... no end...

She was also very concerned... about not being able... to be Spiritually strong enough... for the Regional Helper Sisters... both of whom she would be meeting... for the very first time... having experienced... so many conflicting emotions... at her mother's distinct Presence... for the past ten days... and as yet... still unable to acknowledge... to her... that she was aware of her... nor even talk to her...!

"Staying close to her Jiwa..."... she and Farlan greeted... and warmly welcomed... their new... very calm... and peaceful... three Regional Helpers from Texas... and showing them all around... the three acres... of "Little Cilandak..." ... were delighted to see... how very impressed they were... by the natural beauty... peace and quiet... that pervaded the atmosphere...

And they all saw the potential... for the lovely property... becoming the perfect retirement haven... for those SUBUD Brothers and Sisters... living out their Special Golden Years... in an atmosphere... of Holy Stillness... probably from the many outdoor Latihans of Farlan... as he is Made to Walk... all around the three acre property... permeating the surroundings... with an oh so peaceful quiet... which the Holy Angels Of God... Ever Present... Protect...!

As a matter of fact... an Angel Of God... Showed Muftiah... In A Dream... Once... How Widely... The Positive... And Powerful Effects... Of Their Daily Latihan Kejiwaans... Spread... For Miles And Miles... Beyond Their Property... Spiritually Benefitting... Many... Many Souls...!

Chapter 2
A Most Extraordinary Spiritual Event... Experienced By The Three SUBUD Sisters... Meeting Each Other... For The Very First Time... Two Of Whom... Are SUBUD Regional Helpers... When The Spirit... Of Tzi-Tzi Darling's Contessa Mother... Asks Permission... Via Psychic Rosario... To Worship Almighty God... In The Latihan... Together With Her...!

Later on... as the three ladies... were sitting quietly together... in Muftiah's living room... emptying their minds... of all busy thoughts... and stilling the emotions... of their hearts... preparatory to worshipping their Creator... Allah Almighty God... in as quiet a state as possible... for their individual Latihan Kejiwaans... Perfectly Activated... by the Power of God's Great Holy Life Force...Rosario startled Muftiah... by suddenly asking her... whether her mother... was still alive...!

To which she replied... that she honestly did not know... for she had left South Africa... many years ago... and because there had still been... unresolved issues... between her mother and herself... they had not... been in touch with each other... not since October 27th... 1982...! (The date before her very first God-Willed Stroke... which both she... and her little Japanese "itoko" (cousin)... from their previous incarnation together... had Received about... in advance...!)

When she asked beautiful... young Rosario... with her soft brown eyes... and admiring her gorgeous... long black hair... why she was asking... about her mother... remembering how she had been... strangely feeling... her mother's Presence... for the past ten days... she bowled her over... by replying... in her charming Latin accent...:-

"Your mother is right here... with us... in the living room...! And she is asking you... her daughter... for permission... to worship God... in the Latihan... with you...!!!"

Naturally... Muftiah gave her permission... and as the enormity struck her... that they were finally... worshipping their Heavenly Father... together... again... in... of all places... here in Grand Bay... Alabama... in the United States of America... just as they had done... some 37 years ago... in Pretoria... and Johannesburg... South Africa... with her having brought her adored mother... into SUBUD... she found herself... Receiving... Sobbing... To Her... Lamenting To Her Silently... Within Herself... Over And Over...:-

"Why Couldn't You Love Me... Mummie...? Why...? I Loved You So Much...!"

She deliberately resisted... Crying The Received Words... of her soul deep anguish... out loud... not wanting the two young women... to see her mother... put in a bad light... become disenchanted... thinking the worst of her... should they hear... of her mother's lifelong resentment... and sometimes even hatred... towards her embarrassing... love-child... conceived in adultery... whenever things... were going wrong... in her life... even becoming a borderline alcoholic...!

And she always... blamed her daughter... for her woes... and misfortunes... even if she happened... to be living... miles and miles away... from her... at the time...! It seemed as if her “Tzi-Tzi darling”... daughter... was... forever... a piercing thorn... in her mother's side...!

And the older she got... the more bitter she became... never missing an opportunity... to criticize her “Tzi-Tzi darling”... find fault with her... belittle her... especially after all her boyfriends... three of them... one after the other... fell head over heels in love... with her twenty-one year old daughter...!

An adoring daughter... who was not in the least bit interested... in any romance... with any man... because all she wanted... was to spend every precious free moment... with her adored Mummie... to make up for all the fifteen lost years... of their separation... from each other... first through divorce... when she was only six... and then the War...

She had nicknamed her embarrassing... barely tolerated... adulterous love-child... “Tzi-Tzi”... when she was a baby... because she had a tendency to sneeze... but always only twice... each time... making her twenty-three year old mother marvel... at how so much water... could come out of such a teeny tiny nose...!

After the four ladies' sincere... unconditional surrender... to their Creator... Allah Almighty God... in the Latihan Kejiwaan... During Which... They Received Contact... With His Great Holy Life Force... was over... nobody commented... on Muftiah's Received... Emotional Breakdown...

But then... after a little while... obviously psychic Rosario... quietly said... that her mother... was telling her... that she had to leave... and wanted to thank her daughter... for allowing her... to participate in their Latihan Worship...

And she added... that she could see her... a very tall... beautiful lady... with long raven black hair... gliding... like a queen... down the hallway... towards Muftiah's bedroom...!

And as Muftiah looked up... she was finally able to see her mother... also... noticing how young she looked... and still the epitome... of the exquisitely beautiful... Madonna-like... proud... imperious Contessa... whom she had always worshipped... and adored... ever since the moment she looked up... into her jet black eyes... at her Miraculous birth...!

Now feeling... that she owed her new SUBUD Sisters... an explanation... for her Received Emotional Breakdown... for they had clearly... heard her Soul-deep Anguish... still feeling awed... and somewhat stunned... she told them... about her last ten days... of feeling her Contessa mother... so close... that she was... as if superimposed... upon her being... and how she had looked like her... and sounded... and behaved... just like her...!

She then explained further... about the rift... between her proud Contessa mother... and herself... For instance... she had thought her Contessa daughter a fool... for going back to her previous husband... Mark... insisting... that he was not good enough for her... even threatening to disown her...!

And it had been some 20 years... since she had had... any contact with her... confiding to her new SUBUD Sisters... of her Receiving... to telephone her Contessa mother... in South Africa... from Daly City... near San Francisco... to ask her forgiveness... and invite her... to attend her Vigil... in Spirit... and about her advance Receiving... that she would...:

"Now Experience The Process... Of Dying Of Stroke... In Full Awareness... On October 28th... 1982... At 4 A.M...”!

And that is when... Muftiah heard... from Rosario... for the very first time... of her 40 years in SUBUD... how... for 30 days... before The Holy Fast Month Of Ramadan... Departed Loved Ones... Were Given Special Permission... Granted By Allah Almighty God... To Come Down To Earth... To Visit... Their Loved Ones... In Spirit...!!!

This was something... believe it or not... that Muftiah had known... absolutely nothing about... not in all the 41 years... since she was Gloriously... Inwardly "Opened..." ... and "Awakened..." ... into the Miracle of SUBUD... through her Beloved soul mate Richard... way back in 1961...! And not before... during... and after all the Ramadans... she had observed... since..!!!???

Then she sudddenly recalled... her beloved Papa’s magical... three day Visitation to her... in Santa Cruz... in 1973... witnessed by some of her SUBUD Brothers and Sisters...!

And that wonderful time with her... was just about a month... before the Holy Fast Month of Ramadan...!

How many more SUBUD Brothers and Sisters... are there... out there... who also are not aware... of this Incredibly Wonderful... Special Grace... Bestowed On Us... By our Loving Creator... our Heavenly Father... Allah Almighty God...?!

Have any of them... also been “Visited”... by their departed loved ones... before the Holy Month of Ramadan...?

If so... Muftiah would love to hear from them... willing to share their unique Spiritual Experiences... on this Holy Website... “SUBUD Stories”... for all the Angel Guided... Specially Chosen by God... “Clickers” ... to read... and be enlightened by... in order to keep the Light of SUBUD... vibrantly alive... in this ever increasing... violent... dark and chaotic world of ours...

And Muftiah truly realized... then... That Her Mother... For Reasons Known Only To God... Must Have Been Given Divine Permission... to Possess Her Body... And Take Over Her Spirit... for those ten days..!!!

This time... when her mother comes... she does not invade... Muftiah's body and Jiwa... but likes to watch... over her shoulder... as she writes...

Thank you so much... dear SUBUD Sister Rosario... and may Almighty Allah... Continue To Richly Bless You... throughout your very unique SUBUD life...

And Muftiah is so grateful... to Almighty Allah... for Having Sent you... to her... not only to worship Him... together... in the Latihan Kejiwaan... but also to explain... about Heavenly Visitations... from our departed loved ones... clarifying further... for her... in understanding... all the Heavenly Visitations... she has had... from time to time... from her Papa Rau... and other dear departed souls... over the years... as shared with you dear kindred in Spirit souls... in the following Parts... and Chapters...

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